Post by .Icefur. on Jun 19, 2010 22:27:11 GMT -5
Name: Moonray
Age: 16 moons
Clan: Windclan
Rank: Med Cat
Gender: Female
Appearance: Moonray is a coppery colored tabby with splashes of white streaked across her brilliant pelt that glow vibrantly in the moonlight. She has a strong, stable stature and feels strong of it. Her eyes are a piercing blue. They always hold the image of the moon from her watching it all the time. She is small but strong. When she is weak, she has enough strength to fight back. Her bones are hard to break and she has little but some muscle build under that divine coat of hers. But the weird thing is, her paws are damaged and roughed from her medicine cat job. No one knows why and she keeps it secret.
Personality: Quiet, insecure, betrayed, abused and depressed, her heart still pounds with love. She might not show that love but it is always showed for her apprentice (when she gets one). She might seem arrogant and stubborn but she can be just like a joyful kit sometimes. She just had a rough past. some have not seen the extreme, disturbing things like her. She always has a feeling of emptiness and hollow. It's the one sin that haunts her in her life that leaves her so torn apart. No one can fix that. She can't even love, so whats the point of living? Being cast into the duties of a medicine cat? She will never be able to get over herself. The way her life is now. So screwed up.
Fears;
- other cats from clans
- large, alive birds
- rouges
- traitors
- being killed (as original as that sounds)
- warriors
Likes;
- leaders
- her apprentice
- love
- kits
- the moon
- nighttime
Personal Quote: "Here the daisies guard you from every harm. Here is the place where I love you."
History All her life, she has been abused and betrayed. Her kit hood was brutal. her parents always fighting one another, mostly because they were from a different clan and the other half of the reason was the hatred they held for each other. That made Moonray question what love was. she never knew and one day when she asked her mother is she loved her, she lashed out on her and tore her shoulder to pieces, leaving a minor break to her left arm. Then her father came into camp, or trespassed, and slaughtered her mother, calling her a rotten Riverclanner and stealing Moonray away, taking her to Windclan. Her father never confessed to his clan that he was her father but he showed his love for her. When she was made a medicine cat apprentice, she could see the disappointment and trouble on her father's face. She asked him what was wrong and he shook his head and slumped off to his den. Then after Moonray showed her power for her rank, her father cradled her in the warrior den at midnight, always staring at the moon. he would sing a lullaby to her, which sent her to sweet dreams about the moon, stars, and her father. The sweet lullaby was sung delicately each night until it was almost time for her warrior name to be given. And after he sung that, a Riverclan warrior came, bloodthirsty and seeking vengeance. He murdered her father. Now she has a forever empty, distant look in her eyes. And depression hits her hard each night at midnight when her father would sing to her.
Mother: Featherwater
Father: Leaffang
Siblings: None.
Mentor: Thorneye
Other: None.
Role Play Example;
The moon rose high and Moonray felt safe in her fathers arms. His soft, warm fur blanketed her and he cradled her gently in his arms, the dust sticking delicately to her soft, kit fur. She yawned and Leaffang grazed her for head with his tounge. The lullaby recited calmly and smoothly around the den, sending Moonray to snuggle close to her father and close her eyes, being forced to calm by the sweet melody. Here is the place where I love you She was sucked into blackness as the scene swirled and gently settled into a portrait of a high, bright moon and calm, rustling leaves. She smiled, closed her eyes, and breathed in the pristine, serene scene.
Nights passed of the same routine, always and every time sending chills prickling down her spine. One night her calm, peaceful dream was wrecked by a horrific face hidden in the leaves. It's lips twisted in such a vile, horrific smirk it froze Moonray in place. Then it all happened. She was flung against the den wall as she watched her father get slaughtered by this Riverclanner. She was scarred for life. She lay there, shocked and frozen, as the Riverclanner shot one last disgusting smirk at her over his shoulder. Then he disappeared. She had to be carried away. she was locked in place, eyes still wide. Warriors came to comfort her but she harshly pushed them away. She remained still, eyes empty and heart torn out. She was now placed in her new spot in the medicine cat den. But she wanted to go. She wanted to leave. She stared longingly at the moon. Then it hit her. Her father was dead. no more lullabies or love. She fell to the floor in a heap and sobbed until her mentor Thorneye had to slap her back. He gave her a troubled look and she walked away. She was hidden, trying to fall asleep too but she needed a lullaby. she needed love. she squeezed her eyes shut.
