Only where the Raven walks

[~Ravenpaw~]

Name: Ravenpaw
Age: 10 moons
Clan: Riverclan
Rank: Medicine cat apprentice
Gender: Female
Appearence: Ravenpaw is a small black cat, smaller then your average apprentice, her body is quite slim with very little muscle, but she also very fast because she is so light. She has short but silky fur which is well kept, with a skinny yet long tail, a pointed muzzle and slightly pointed ears. She has a large scar on her back that is covered with fur, but is still visible if you look hard, sometimes when she thinks about the past it hurts. Her eyes are a strange icy blue, and have an almost dull yet very fierce look to them. On her right shoulder looks oddly placed sometimes, and she often walks with a limp, she has gotten better at hiding it but it is still there.
Personality: Ravenpaw has a very cold outlook about everything, she’s often sarcastic, and doesn’t like anyone, She's very cold and distant because of her rough past. She has a hard time trusting any cats and tends to push them away, she does care for her clan despite her cold comments, but never shows it. She always feels the need to be alone, and loves to learn about herbs, she has a very good memory. With a severe lack of any significant parental figures, She disrespects any and all authority figures execpt for the leader, and her mentor but there are times where she isn’t afraid to defy authority, even if it gets her in trouble. She's not very kind only because she doesn't know how to be, her tongue is swift and sharp will all sorts of rude comments, and swift rejections. Ravenpaw doesn't like working with anyone who won't listen to her, in fact she refuses to. Ravenpaw is stubborn and headstrong beyond belief, she never gives up on anything she starts no matter how long it takes, and she isn’t afraid to back up her statement with violence. Of course all this doesn't come with some hint of caring, she often asks how others are, if they are filling ill, or sick, if they are injured she will try to encourage them, Ravenpaw believes that's because of her job, but in the end she does care.
Fears;

• Badgers
  
• Heights
  
• Nightmares
  
• Being trapped
  
• Water
  

Likes;

• Being alone
  
• Flowers
  
• Learning about herbs
  
• Watching the stars
  
• Laying in the sun
  

Personal Quote: Death is beautiful, it’s loving and kind; it ends your suffering and leaves all the pain behind. Life on the other hand is hard, it’s so hard to live, when everything around you has been taken away, when you have nothing it’s painful, it hurts, your all alone. Death, I am waiting for death, I long for death to come and take me away with them. Every time I get close, life rips them away, and then I have to live everyday in painful memories, nothing is all I have, but as the saying goes, Live for nothing, Die for something, I guess I haven’t found that something yet

History Ravenkit and Smallkit were born together in fact they were twins, they were born in early newleaf, but it was a bad year. There wasn't much prey and her mother had hardly any more milk, so she hardly survived with her brother. She was born into a litter of 5, herself, and her brother Smallkit, but the others had all died at birth. She was very thin, especially for the first two moons of her life, as was her twin and they loved to play games together. She had always had dreams of shadowed cats looking at her from the sky, and told only her brother who kept calling her weird. However one day there mother, Darknight died of green cough and had they to have a foster-mother, of whom they didn't like at all, and overall there Foster-mother, Shadowdancer, didn't really like them either.

When they were Finally apprenticed there Father, Shockmask, took them for a tour of the territory, Smallpaw and Ravenpaw were goofing around and didn't notice the gorge, Ravenpaw slipped and almost fell, cling to the edge of the gorge for dear life, Smallpaw wasn't strong enough to lift her up Shockmask rushed in and pulled her up only to have the gorge edge break sending both of them toppling to the water below, Shockmask had grabbed onto Ravenpaw protecting her, they landed helplessly into the raging water, and Shockmask threw her off onto the shore roughly, she landed with a painful thud which ended up breaking her shoulder, and Ravenpaw watched helplessly as her father was washed away. On that day Shockmask died and Ravenpaw developed a fear of heights and of water, that's when she started to became cold and distant.

A month later another tragedy happened, while Ravenpaw and Smallpaw were out on a patrol with another warrior, A badger attacked, Ravenpaw was injured in the fight and got a large gash on her back, The warrior ran away, and Smallpaw died that day, but not before watching the sunset with his sister. Ravenpaw became cold and distant after that day she still refuses to tell anyone what happened out there it pains her to much. She finally told the medicine cat about her strange dreams, and seeing how bad her shoulder was, she was kept as the medicine cat apprentice.

Mother: Darknight (Dead)
Father: Shock Mask (Dead)
Siblings: Smallpaw (Dead)
Mentor: Waspnest
Other: none

Role Play Example;

Ravenpaw padded through out the territory, near Riverclan camp, Her icy blue eyes glared at everything. She had no past anymore, and she didn't know if she had a future, everything she tried to forget, it haunted her. 'Maybe I should snatch an animal on the way' She thought. Following her ears and nose, she was lead to the hole where the ground hog would occasionally poke it’s head out. Crouching low, she crept up toward the hole, being sure to stay very very low. Ravenpaw watched as it poked it’s head out, then leapt at it. It dove back into the hole just in time, so instead of getting the warm blood and juicy meat Ravenpaw wanted, she got a mouth full out dirt she winced slightly. 'Yummy' she grumbled inwardly. She gave up on the groundhog and spotted a vole, she dove after it biting right into it. Ravenpaw licked her lips with her tongue, enjoying the mixed flavor of blood and meat, she ate it quietly, before spotting a burdock bush, she smiled slightly, she had been having a bad day but this made it a bit better, she padded over and took some leaves from it before padding back to camp with a slight limp.

[poison]

Waspsnest would love to have her as an apprentace accepted by me!